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posted : Sunday, January 22, 2012
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I am blessed by God and i am thankful for everything you've given me.
Looked through the pictures in Facebook, saw all the lovely faces and i felt really glad to have every single one of them in my life. It's just so magical how strangers can become so close and have such great impact in my life! In every phase of my life i met awesome people, no words can express how much i love them and how thankful i am to haven known them :) A joy who came in and never left, a joy that will never tell me how much she loves me and how impt i am to her unless when she feels that there is a need to? Haha idk, all i know is that you are always deep in my heart even though we don't talk as much as we used to :) A friend that will never lose faith in me, always believe that i can do anything and everything! A friend that i can share my dreams/goals with and never gets tired of it. A friend that i believe will succeed in life. KY, you can do it! Thank you for always being such a awesome friend, i miss laughing my ass off with you!! A "sister" who is forever so childish but yet forever so lovable! A "sister" who always tell me he loves me and he misses me! Finally you are reading self help books ah sister! Told ya it will help, just look at how it helped KY & I!! Live your dreams, dream it BIG and enjoy the process k!! You-know-who-you-are. :) Been together with my uni friends for like 4 months? Won't say that we been through a lot but we definitely am like a family since we live together! The thought that we will not see each other for like ONLY 5 DAYS made us.......................... (i don't know how to say, just doesn't feel right?) Haha. ITS JUST MERE 5 DAYS OH MY GOSH HAHAHA !! Told ya friendship is so magical and maybe lame? Doing shit things together with that 2 idiots is such a joy and they are such a dear :) I won't say i love you, don't ever hope that i'll say these 3 words to you! I know you girls don't wanna hear from me too! OH LIKE WE CARE HAHAHA! Oh and how can i forget THE ANNOYING? The girl who don't act like the way she look, deceive everyone in the world that she's so attas and ups but actually so nice and sweet! Heart that made up of gold, definitely a gem but a gem that needs a lot of effort/time and patience to discover? HAHA You are awesome so STOP DOUBTING YOURSELF! I know I am such a pain in your ass and you are such a pain in mine too. YA F OUR LIFE, why supper even existed?! If not, i wouldn't have met you! But i think we kept each other going when our days are tough and i appreciate you even though you are the most annoying person i ever met :) Till then!! |
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posted : Tuesday, January 03, 2012
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2012's gonna be SO AWESOME! Felt really excited whenever i come across stuff that allows me to look into my future and dream about how wonderful it will be. Y'know its extremely magical and it never fails to make me smile! Thinking of tomorrow makes life a chore so it is always better to focus on how great the outcome would be and everything comes easier. Obstacles are not here to stop us but here to teach us lessons. What are mistakes? What is failure? Hah see these as God's gift to you. He has his reasons! To make you a stronger person. You can do it! |
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posted : Sunday, December 04, 2011
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All the crazy thoughts running through my head now.
All i need now is to have a stand i guess? If i have a stand, whatever i do will be right to me. & as long it feels right to me den it is? :) You know all these have been bugging me for years and it's so boring i hate it. Life's greatest challenge is way much more than this please! I can't seem to get anything right, struggling with everything in this world now grrrrr! I cannot give up hope else i can never reach my ultimate goal in life, I CANNOT GIVE UP BECAUSE I CANNOT COPE WITH SHITS LIKE THIS I CANNOT AND I WON'T! It's only when i start to link what i'm doing now with what i wanna do in future that motivates me to not give up. Life's is way too short to live in regrets and even shorter to live in agony/angst/sadness..... Being too emotional won't bring me anywhere far, i must get this in my head!! Anyway i think i'm gonna close this space of mine very soon, thought of using tumblr but don't know how to use lehhhh.... Shall try when i'm free weee! Life goes on cos the earth's moving and nothing will remain where they are. ACCEPT IT, ACCEPTING IT, ACCEPTED IT. Bye :) |
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posted : Friday, December 02, 2011
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D E C E M B E R R R R R R IS HERE !!!!!!!!!! Long awaited 2nd December's finallyyyyyy here BUT i screwed my exams badly am so worried, imagine a GPA of 2? OMG FML! BUTTTT whatever it is, IT'S OVERRRRR :) !!! So gonna enjoy myself and get back into another 4 months battle next month! STILL think that i can do it! HEH ^^ Hahaha i literally kissed goodbye to my exchange already ~ Disadvantage being a direct year 2 student, you need to well for your first semester in Uni if not you can't go for exchange. Others has 3 sems to work on :/ 5.5 semesters more (Sharon Lok told me this LOL) Aiya that girl is such a dear la, sometimes i just feel like hugging her tight tight and kiss her like how the "You are the apple of my eye" guy did to the groom =P JUST SAYING ~ I KNOW YOU ARE STALKING ME MISS LOK :) HELLO TAKE CARE LOVE YOU BYE :) (This is so much better than "kkthxbye" right? But actually the intention's the same LOL) Cannot wait to HTHT with people now omgomgomgomg finally can OFFICALLYYYYYYYYY HTHT till morning. SO EXCITING <33333 Car wash tomorrow at ECP, I'll make sure Shermaine wash off all my bird shits :) OMG THIS FEELING IS SO AWESOME.......... I AM PRACTICALLY DOING NOTHING HA HA HA HA MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Okay i better stop before i go crazy Goodbye ^^ ALMOST KILLED ME MY 4 MONTHS OF HELL!  PEOPLE THAT KEPT ME GOING! HAHAHA <3  |
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posted : Sunday, November 13, 2011
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How happy you really are? Define happiness to me? So you laugh because you're happy or you laugh because you think you're happy?
I don't see a point living such a meaningless life because i no longer see purpose in my life. Okay, i sound like as if im gonna kill myself anytime BUT NO. So don't worry cos' im not a fool:) Looking forward to December so that i can finally have some quiet time alone to reflect on the past 3 months in Uni. I wasn't able to even have a min of peaceful time to think!! This is so stupid! I think i need a whole one week after exam to really THINK because i find whatever im doing now and whatever that are happening now around me sillyyyyy! Like we don't even have time to talk den how can anyone in hall/school be close?! Thinking of this makes me miss KY! The times that we shared and the things that we talked about is what i want with everyone around me now in hall/school!!! Even thou people in NTU are nice but i find it superficial. I don't feel the bond even thou we see each other every day OR maybe they are just not the people i wanna spend time with. Where's the ultimate purpose in life now? Still searching i guess. Nights:) |
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posted : Friday, November 04, 2011
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   You guys won't know how much these people mean to me! It's more den a world to me cos' they rockssssssss! Haha we play/eat/shit/study/gocrazy/cry together! Days may be really tough in NTU but there are still joyous people here to make life easier. I appreciate and love everyone here :) I can see that its no longer only Disney love, it's hall one love :) 2 weeks to exam! Gonna give everything i have to at least score a 4.0 GPA. I NEED TO GO XCHANGE!!!! Okay byezzzzzzz |
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posted : Saturday, October 15, 2011
title : crazzyyyyyyyyneeessssss
Current life is pack with reading notes, understanding them and attempting the tutorials! Life as a university student in sg kinda sucky! They don't give student a chance to even breathe!!!!! About 1.5 more months to December sem break, I can't wait and nobody can man! :( haha don't really know how to face the days/weeks/months/years ahead!! Really, life kinda screwed when you want to perfect everything in your life! I wanna have good gpa, have good relations with my mates in hall/school and sleep well! Haha I think what I'm doing now is like sacrificing my time spending with my family and joy! Haha I know I'm missing out a lot but I can't do much. It's like you tend to sacrifice what's most impt to you for something new and interesting. Haha idk why too, it's an irony but that's just what is happening to me now.
Nah i am not complaining about the sucky life I'm facing now, I'm just sharing my thoughts and experiences with people who do happen to read this. Uni life suck but hall life rocks my socks/underwear whateverrrrrr! Another ironic thing is... Hall life will cause you to like not do well for your exams but also will motivate you to work harder and not give up! Do you know that i actually don't regret coming into ntu? I know friend can be found everywhere but I believe it's fate that brings friends together (: Ntu hall one is a place everyone should come try living in! You will never regret!!!!! I love hall one, I love Disney, I love my fellow cgls and I love Shermaine tooooooo! You guys are so awesome :)! |